So everything is kind of in a sucky state right now. I just got dumped by a my boyfriend,(past tense on the boyfriend), and it really sucks. But you can't help how you feel or don't feel about someone, and lucky him he's not the one who has to feel hurt. So I'm hurting, and very sad, I'm going to miss him.
Thank God I have good friends who are there for me.
I shouldn't even rant about this sort of thing, I wish I could just insta-let-go. I'm a dweller, and I guess I thought typing out my thoughts might help me out a bit.

On a happier note, some friends have gotten engaged, so YAY! I'm really happy for them and in a lame kind of way it gives me some sort of hope.